I just had this idea and it is really hard for me to understand why it looks so convincing :
Once I have baby I will rediscover the beauty of life together with him/her as he/she do.
I guess that will be the only time for myself to see everything from new prescriptive.
until that time I will just enjoy how I see life now .. after a second thought it is not that bad 
Here is a song for that baby whose beautiful images of his/her face are blundering inside my head
